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[carnie_kid]

ok..... so i'm going back to work for the carnival saturday i don't want to but i have to and it kills me so much to leave jenn but the worst things come to mind if i go back..... like will jenn leave me ? or will she not come and see me? Just things like that and i've been living with her too long to just up and leave but i have to i think for some reason it will just do us good why i don't know but i love her more than words can say and nobody knows that except me and her and if i leave i think i will cry not to sound like a pussy but i love her and love does things that people can't explain but i will cry and so will she and i don't know she just.....i don't know but whatever it is or whatever happens to me i will love her for the rest of my life i swear to god nothing will ever change that because i love her and i don't think i will ever have a better relationship than jenn not to sound like we are breaking up or anything but i love her and she needs to go to school and i need to go back home and get some things taken care of well that is all for now bye...

Jenn i love you with all my heart and nothing will ever change that i swear to you ..... i love you baby