my stale life right now......
last night i got in trouble because out of the blue Josh decided to call me. I haven't talked to him in like 3 weeks and all of a sudden he calls. well chrissy wouldn't let him talk to me so that sucked cuz now i wonder why the hell he called me. he skipped today so i called him during lunch but he didn't answer and neither did joe. so i gotta take my chances and steal the phone and fucking call him tonight and see what the fuck he wants. personally i don't really want to hear what he has to say but it's gonna eat me up if it was something really important. i hate being single. damn josh. damn guys in general. they all suck because all of them are lying decitefull assholes--except the ones you don't date. those guys- you never see their asshole side until you date them. that's why i thought josh could never be an ass until now. travis took acid from some random person in the hallway yesterday and it was his first acid trip. what a dumbfuck. i told him never to do that stupid shit again. garrett was being distant today because there's a new girl. it's typical. it'll hopefully wear off soon. i miss chillin with him. he's a true homie. not to mention i can tap it anytime i want! I'm sooo just kidding. garrett's like one of those boyfriends who is your ex and then messes around with you. he brings the definition to boytoy! lol! Garrett I know you would kill me if you read this---i love you man! I gotta get ready for halloween. it's gonna be hella fresh because we're gonna be wayne and garth. and for the talent show we're gonna do a queen song and dress up like wayne and garth. next halloween--i'm thinkin a little beavis and butthead. but by then i may be goin to michigan state or moved away (thank goodness) i fucking hate texas. there is nothing to do here. it's hot and totally stale.i've actually always wanted to live in florida when i was little (I have family there) and i don't know now though because of all the hurricanes. that is really scary! I love California so maybe I can go there because I know so many people there. and I kinda know my way around the Santa Cruz area and I love that place. I had the time of my life there this past summer and I will never forget that shit. It was P-I-M-P. especially with uncle brian. we got him listenin to dark lotus and twiztid and he actually liked it. that's really cool. heaven forbid dad finds out about brian listenin' to tha wicked shit. he'd blow his fucking lid off! Wow i think this is the longest post I've posted but i think I'm gonna try to shut this journal down so i can start the new one i created.... peace .......