May 08, 2005 20:37
Hey man! So... I had my date. :) It was really cute. He came down to my room and then we walked to his car. He has a 4runner. :) And then we drove to some resturant. It was called something i can't pronounce in Italian, but it was like a pizza place. So we ate there. It was cute cus there was a huge prom party there and it was fun thinking back on prom. It seems like so long ago, but its only been a year! Anyways, I kind of felt like I was talking a lot and boring him. I don't know if he was nervous or hes just quiet. Anyways, after dinner we went back to school and started the movie Out Cold. Its about snowboarding and its pretty funny. So then we went to a party, which wasnt very fun at all. But it was really sweet that he went with me and my friends. So then we came back and finished the movie. I felt bad but I felt sick and I was really tired so I was like Im just going to go to bed now. And then it was time to say goodnight... I felt bad cus I didn't know if he was trying to kiss me or not. So anyways, he like leaned in and I couldn't tell if he was trying to or not so I just hugged him. hehehehe. Anyways, I thought it was sweet. So ya, then we talked a little online this morning, and he was like did you have a good time last night? And I was like ya, did you? And he was like of course. So about 1/2 hr ago he stopped by because he was doing laudry (which is on my floor) and so he said hi and stuff. It was cute. Unfortunatly, I was wearing pjs and i didnt have any makeup on. Oh well. So I think I kind of like him. I'm scared though. I suck at relationships. And Im scared he might not like me back. Like I think he did, but Im afraid I did something stupid or bad and now he doesn't. But the good news is, I can just date and have fun because school is almost over. And if it turns into something really serious (which Im sure it won't) he lives in sac. Anyways, hes a really sweet guy and hopefully I dont do anything completely retarded to mess things up. So thats that.
So there isnt much else going on with me. Im kind of sad for school to be over, but bigger and better things are coming!! LIKE A HOUSE!! So ya pretty excited about that. I just can't believe our freshman year is almost over. So weird! Anyways, Im watching desperate housewives with Alysia, so I must go now. Hope you all are doing well! I miss you tons and I can't wait to see you all!! Kisses