at home.
i have a weird sense of being told to sit still
and also a weird sense of going backwards.
or maybe this is the real forwards.
maybe like an imaginary string tying me up to this place.
and maybe it's all not true.
but i still have this weird feeling of my feet locking and my fingers slowing.
i'm really not used to being told what to do.
and also a weird sense of going backwards.
or maybe this is the real forwards.
maybe like an imaginary string tying me up to this place.
and maybe it's all not true.
but i still have this weird feeling of my feet locking and my fingers slowing.
i'm really not used to being told what to do.