i could have meant it if you let me
lately, i realize that my relationships with people
or emotions i attach to people are all too temporary.
they're generally a plethora of colors in a long line of memories stored in
packaged, easily opened containers of my mind.
i am all too often consumed by these.
even more than the actual experience,
these memories often have a more powerful effect on my emotions.
so, in that sense,
yes, i miss you. i miss you a lot.
but do i want to see you? do i want to talk to you?
maybe, not so much.
we pick and choose what we remember
and, i suppose we choose the best moments.
but the best moments are rare
and possibly only figments of my imagination.
or emotions i attach to people are all too temporary.
they're generally a plethora of colors in a long line of memories stored in
packaged, easily opened containers of my mind.
i am all too often consumed by these.
even more than the actual experience,
these memories often have a more powerful effect on my emotions.
so, in that sense,
yes, i miss you. i miss you a lot.
but do i want to see you? do i want to talk to you?
maybe, not so much.
we pick and choose what we remember
and, i suppose we choose the best moments.
but the best moments are rare
and possibly only figments of my imagination.