Sep 07, 2004 07:56
Dammmmmmit.... i had that fucking dream again that dream wont fucking leave me alone its like its trying to tell me someing.I get the cause i killed god and because i slaughtered everyone on heaven that heaven will bleed.I did a fortune with jimmy japanse fortune it said you will soon rergret what you have done with your armys.I believe that shit all because of my dreams.Its hard without my drugs im going to freak tommarow if i dont have any.Oh yeah and what made it better was i fucking saw samatha yeah i was walking down the fucking street and she pulled over in her car. i was like wtf are u doing here tramp! she like i came to see you about john
what wrong with john apparently john is in the hospital because he overdosed on occ and i was flipping a bitch i didnt know what to do.i was 3 inchs to get back on those drugs but i promised kt i wouldnt and i dont wanna break that promise it would be like destroying what i have left
yeah thats how my day went kinda fucking sucks
been Clean 5 days.................;)