Because you won't forget me
Pretty sure I know why I've enjoyed my teenager for the last year... He won't forget me.
I worry that I'm just going to be another ex girlfriend to the guys I've had relationships with, and just another fuck to the ones who were more casual. But amongst the guys who I was just a one night stand to, or just another female friend they hooked up with, or whatever, there will be one or two that will remember me forever. I wasn't their first but I was important. I was one who helped model their expectations, one who helped bring out their confidence, one who cared about them when the world was against them (or so they felt at the time), and that they will remember as an ally, an older - sometimes wiser - friend with knowledge and experience they have yet to gain, and for that I am thankful. In return they gave me their youth, their naïveté and in at least one case, their heart. I may not be forever, physically, but I made an impression, and that is all I can ask for.
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