Mar 19, 2009 22:17
vague sounds of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so i'll let it burn
I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
so i'll take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
and call him back for more
I said baby
I feel stupid to call you but i'm lonely
and I thought maybe you didn't mean it when you said you couldn't love me
and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do
you'd feel it too
he said i'm sorry
so sorry,
I'm sorry, I am sorry
he grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and i whisper why can't you love me i'll change for you
i'll play the part
and i say baby i feel stupid to call you but i'm lonely
i dont think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
and i thought maybe if i kissed the way you do
you'd feel it too
he said i'm sorry
so sorry,
I'm sorry, I am sorry
I found new guys, new crushes and I'm excited, but i'm still a sucka for some punches
it hurts but i need to let it pass,
i just miss and i'm lonely,
but i have beautiful people around me that say wonderful things and make me feel sane again
i know i just miss the feelings and not the people... so i just need to let it pass
i've been doing a lifetime supply of yoga, and i'm sooo iron deficient and it's fine
my mom gave me sooo much candy for my birthday
MESSYYY
i'm going to be such a fat kid ><
well.. I NEED TO STUDY
pce