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Help me help me help
i wanna hear you scream love me roughly
lawl is it wrong that i love chris brown
and moksha yoga
today...
alex was betrayed... i feel like i was a part of it... like i made her have hope that it could manage to end well
it was rought, i'm not going to lie if i could go back i wouldn't have done that agian
but she gave it a try,
1 the guy she did it with was way more of a jerk than mine
2 alex isn't as cold as i am
to be honest if it was me i don't think i would've been as hurt
i wanted that
I STILL WANT HIM TO DO THAT... why did i have to be the one
and i saw how deeply this hurt alex
which makes me feel pretty sick
it'll never mean anything but i don't want to see him get hurt
i really hope i was right about the distance and that i didn't betray him like jordan did to alex
i wasn't even thinking of him...
i just want to be over him every day more and more...
it's pretty hard to explain
and watching alex get so hurt makes me wonder if i even have that kind of attachment
whether that would've hurt me
Im so hurtful about becoming attached...
I'm not interested... not buying not selling
just leaving myself open to life not hurting or being hurt
i'm tired of playing and being played
games are getting old
and everyone plays them
it's hard to escape from
i wanna hear you scream love me roughly
lawl is it wrong that i love chris brown
and moksha yoga
today...
alex was betrayed... i feel like i was a part of it... like i made her have hope that it could manage to end well
it was rought, i'm not going to lie if i could go back i wouldn't have done that agian
but she gave it a try,
1 the guy she did it with was way more of a jerk than mine
2 alex isn't as cold as i am
to be honest if it was me i don't think i would've been as hurt
i wanted that
I STILL WANT HIM TO DO THAT... why did i have to be the one
and i saw how deeply this hurt alex
which makes me feel pretty sick
it'll never mean anything but i don't want to see him get hurt
i really hope i was right about the distance and that i didn't betray him like jordan did to alex
i wasn't even thinking of him...
i just want to be over him every day more and more...
it's pretty hard to explain
and watching alex get so hurt makes me wonder if i even have that kind of attachment
whether that would've hurt me
Im so hurtful about becoming attached...
I'm not interested... not buying not selling
just leaving myself open to life not hurting or being hurt
i'm tired of playing and being played
games are getting old
and everyone plays them
it's hard to escape from