woohoooo!!
Yea, lots has happend since my last entry. I absolutely hate beaumont now because i just have too much estrogen in my life and its becomign quite unbearable. I've been so miserable at this school-i cant even take it. Wow....lots to say.
Well im back on track with my best friend-Emm and i are all made up at the moment because we both equally hate drama and its always about lame stuff when we do fight.Sean and i are cool too. yea, he still likes the girl a lot but they are great for eachother so what are you gona do ya know? yea.....guys?
Umm ive got too many around me to pick which one i like more. But as far as talkign talkign to them...yea i usually talk to jeff....he grows on me for some reason. Despite the fact that we live millions of miles-30 min away from eachother its cool. Its definitely not bothering me-or am i just scared of being in a tight knit relationship? ahhh
SO yea, i got asked to prom. It bites! i swear to you it bites. I really really really wish that i didnt have to go. And more than anything i want to back out of it. Its Brush prom. But i swear i wont back out simply because no one in the entire world should ever have to go without a prom date. That is insane and i would die if that happend to me. ALthough, prom is totally cliche and absolutely ridiculous and a total waste of anyones time-the pictures are worth it; even in they dont quite capture the true moment. Its all about how you look at it in 50 years right?
Okay so heres another huge change-the julie deal. Well people, its pretty screwd up. Im not really sure what the deal is with that. I didnt talk shit about the girl...we all know this; but instead, the estrogen of beaumont school says otherwise. WHich is funny because all those girls who DID say something just happen to have had never liked me before i talked to julie either...hmmm-wow! Im not gonna lie, i love the girl but i duno....i guess if she cant see that im sincere...i SHOULD be telling myself that it isnt worth it . But at the same time, im stubborn and i keep thinking how stupid it is to lose a friend over superficial crap.
Wow, ive said a lot. FOr right now, i cant wait for the killers and i honestly cant wait to get out of highschool....but for now ive got to suck it up and get my buns to work!!! imma workin woman, two jobs and an insane amount of 'junior year' homework. AGGHHHHHH i hate my life.
....if you want to cheer me up leave a comment or email me or something, so i wont be so bored and when im at work i will have something to look at online. Not forwards-hint; Em!!!!!! aghhhh late.
Well im back on track with my best friend-Emm and i are all made up at the moment because we both equally hate drama and its always about lame stuff when we do fight.Sean and i are cool too. yea, he still likes the girl a lot but they are great for eachother so what are you gona do ya know? yea.....guys?
Umm ive got too many around me to pick which one i like more. But as far as talkign talkign to them...yea i usually talk to jeff....he grows on me for some reason. Despite the fact that we live millions of miles-30 min away from eachother its cool. Its definitely not bothering me-or am i just scared of being in a tight knit relationship? ahhh
SO yea, i got asked to prom. It bites! i swear to you it bites. I really really really wish that i didnt have to go. And more than anything i want to back out of it. Its Brush prom. But i swear i wont back out simply because no one in the entire world should ever have to go without a prom date. That is insane and i would die if that happend to me. ALthough, prom is totally cliche and absolutely ridiculous and a total waste of anyones time-the pictures are worth it; even in they dont quite capture the true moment. Its all about how you look at it in 50 years right?
Okay so heres another huge change-the julie deal. Well people, its pretty screwd up. Im not really sure what the deal is with that. I didnt talk shit about the girl...we all know this; but instead, the estrogen of beaumont school says otherwise. WHich is funny because all those girls who DID say something just happen to have had never liked me before i talked to julie either...hmmm-wow! Im not gonna lie, i love the girl but i duno....i guess if she cant see that im sincere...i SHOULD be telling myself that it isnt worth it . But at the same time, im stubborn and i keep thinking how stupid it is to lose a friend over superficial crap.
Wow, ive said a lot. FOr right now, i cant wait for the killers and i honestly cant wait to get out of highschool....but for now ive got to suck it up and get my buns to work!!! imma workin woman, two jobs and an insane amount of 'junior year' homework. AGGHHHHHH i hate my life.
....if you want to cheer me up leave a comment or email me or something, so i wont be so bored and when im at work i will have something to look at online. Not forwards-hint; Em!!!!!! aghhhh late.