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I talked to someone today about these journals... I stopped using it when that person did... In the past few months a lot of things have changed, one of them being me. I don't feel the way I used to about many people and things, my intrests have changed, and my urge to be with people has changed. I go through the same shit every night even if I say I won't. It's not worth the time or effort for either of us but neither of us will just tell the other to fuck off and I think it's what we both want. I don't really know what I want anymore, November to Feb. were the best few months of my life but after that it's slowly changed and I don't know anymore.
I don't give a fuck if anyone reads this, but I had to post it for myself. I don't like life the way I used to, I feel like I did freshman and sophmore year... except in a way worse because I've seen how happy I can be.
I don't give a fuck if anyone reads this, but I had to post it for myself. I don't like life the way I used to, I feel like I did freshman and sophmore year... except in a way worse because I've seen how happy I can be.