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Fuckkk..
I hate being like this so much, I dont know if Ive ever in my entire life been so sad about everything. Nothing seems to be going my way... nothing. Its pissing me off and making me crazy. I hate the way i look.... uuugh. I hate the Looks i get everyday at school, I hate feeling like horse poop when Im with people, I think my moms a liar, my dad's stupid and he's BLIND.. I swear, no matter what I do! hes blind. I hate feeling so lonely, when I have friends. I hate laying on my couch on saturdays at 4 in the afternoon, I hate it when no one ever calls me, I hate the way I make my mom so sad, I hate the way jeans look on me (i had to put that in.. ), and i HATE having no one I feel i could talk to. Thats what i hate. and i feel like im going insane. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate being like this so much, I dont know if Ive ever in my entire life been so sad about everything. Nothing seems to be going my way... nothing. Its pissing me off and making me crazy. I hate the way i look.... uuugh. I hate the Looks i get everyday at school, I hate feeling like horse poop when Im with people, I think my moms a liar, my dad's stupid and he's BLIND.. I swear, no matter what I do! hes blind. I hate feeling so lonely, when I have friends. I hate laying on my couch on saturdays at 4 in the afternoon, I hate it when no one ever calls me, I hate the way I make my mom so sad, I hate the way jeans look on me (i had to put that in.. ), and i HATE having no one I feel i could talk to. Thats what i hate. and i feel like im going insane. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!