MBLAQ - "My Sanctuary" [NC-17]
Title: My Sanctuary
Chapter: 3/3
Fandom: MBLAQ
Pairing: Joon/Seungho
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Joon wants to put the pain behind them by moving their relationship to the next level.
Notes: This is the conclusion to "I'll Be Your Dirty Little Secret" & "A Punch For Your Thoughts"
"You know," Joon said as he kissed his jaw. "There's still something missing. Something that would make this night complete."
"What?"
"Sex," Joon smirked just before biting Seungho gently.
Seungho's face paled and he tried to step back but Joon held him tightly. Even as he continued kissing his neck, Joon could feel Seungho's muscles stiffen. He leaned back and studied the face that was staring at the shower behind them as if it held the answers to the universe. Joon tried to tug Seungho's chin to left to meet his eyes but his neck was as frozen as the rest of his body.
"Please," Joon whispered. "Don't do this. Talk to me."
Seungho swallowed hard and continued staring past him.
Joon's heart got caught in his throat as he read the fear in Seungho's eyes, "You're afraid I'll leave you again once I get what I want..."
Seungho looked at the ground and his silence confirmed what Joon was praying wasn't true.
"That's why we have to do this," he insisted. "You won't trust me again until I prove things are different now."
Joon let go of Seungho's arms and grabbed his face. He softly caressed his cheek with his thumb before leaning in to kiss him. Joon eased his lips gently over Seungho's. He hummed at the familiar softness and slowly pressed harder. Seungho squeezed his eyes shut and tried to resist the feelings stirring inside him.
"Please," Joon mumbled.
The sincerity in Joon's voice hit him hard and he found himself nodding despite his lingering doubts. Joon grinned and instantly reached for his shirt but Seungho held up a hand.
"What about Mir?"
Joon cursed under his breath. Suddenly he snapped his fingers and hurried towards the bedroom.
"We'll move him onto the couch," he whispered as Seungho followed behind.
"We can't do that!"
Joon was about to argue when he noticed the bed in question was already empty. He and Seungho looked at each other in surprise until Joon noticed the closed door next to theirs and smiled.
"G.O." they both said at the same time.
Seungho stared at the door wondering how he was ever going to repay G.O. for everything he had done. He suddenly jumped as a hand slipped under the waistband of his pants and pulled him backwards into the bedroom.
Joon pushed Seungho against the closed door and pulled off his shirt, tossing it next to his own. Seungho clutched Joon's head and moaned as moist lips closed around his nipple. Every touch of Joon's lips, every swipe of his tongue made him sigh with pleasure. The pace and gentleness were completely different from before. Joon's touches seemed to have a purpose now instead of just being a step towards release. Seungho shivered as Joon blew cool breath down his chest while his hands caressed his sides. Joon watched with amusement as the muscle rippled and contracted under his touch. Seungho moaned again as the hands were replaced by kisses and gentle biting.
Seungho worked his fingers into Joon's hair and pulled up his head to kiss him. As their lips moved against each other, he reached towards Joon's pants. Before he could touch him, Joon pushed his hand away.
"No. Tonight is about you."
Seungho's breath quickened as a hand pressed against his clothed cock before slipping into his boxers. His head slammed against the door and he pushed his hips into Joon's hand. Joon eased his hand over the shaft, twisting his wrist slightly to make him cry out. Seungho grabbed Joon's shoulders for support and panted in his ear as the hand moved faster.
"N..no more t..teasing," he forced out between moans.
Joon pulled out his hand and walked over to the bed. Reaching under the mattress, he pulled out a small bottle and smiled.
Seungho grunted as he tried to push past the tight ring of muscles. Joon cried out and pressed his nails deep into Seungho's back. Seungho didn't even flinch as all his attention was focused on the boy underneath him
"Are you okay?" he asked as a drop of sweat trickled down Joon's face.
"I'm fine," Joon insisted. "Just kiss me and keep going."
Seungho leaned down and softly pressed his lips against Joon's. Joon grabbed his head and bit his lip hard, making Seungho thrust in deeper. They both cried out in a mixture of pain and pleasure.
"Move," Joon groaned as Seungho stayed frozen.
"I...are you..."
"Damn it, Seungho. Just move!"
Seungho instantly pulled out and thrust in hard, making them both scream again. As the thrusts picked up speed, Joon closed a hand around his own cock. Seungho watched his face carefully, trying to judge how close he was. The heat and tightness were pushing him over the edge but he was desperately trying to hold on for Joon's sake. Joon saw the struggle in his face and brought Seungho's hand to his erection. Seungho immediately went to work, teasing him in all the ways he knew drove him wild. Joon arched his back and came just as Seungho released inside him.
"Why the hell did we wait so long to do this?" Joon asked out loud as Seungho collapsed next to him
"Because you're an idiot."
Joon quickly cleaned himself up and cuddled next to Seungho who was already breathing deeply.
"But you still love me," he whispered in his ear.
Seungho stirred in his sleep as sunshine poured in through the window. Stretching out his back, he opened his eyes to the sight of a very naked Joon lying next to him. Joon was sleeping on his stomach and Seungho's eyes followed his gorgeous back line until it disappeared under the blanket. Seungho scooted closer and pulled the covers higher around them as he leaned towards Joon's face. This was the first time he'd seen his features so up close in the sunlight. His finger ran across the defined jawline and up towards his pouty lips. He was leaning in to kiss him when Joon's eyes suddenly sprang open. Seungho froze with the embarrassment of being caught but Joon just smiled and puckered his lips. Seungho kissed them lightly before settling next to him on the pillow. They stared at each other silently while their hands ghosted over arms and backs.
A strange object caught Seungho's eye and he leaned over Joon to pick up a box from the floor. He opened the top and pulled out a digital camera. Joon sat up straight and reached into the box to take out a note.
"Don't ask how but the problem is taken care of. I'll let you decide what to do with the pictures."
Joon turned on the camera and stared open mouthed at the pictures that had been haunting him for weeks. Seungho leaned over and gasped when he realized whose camera it was.
"How did..."
Joon put the camera back in the box and returned it to the floor. He pulled Seungho into a hug and kissed his shoulder.
"I don't care how," he whispered. "You're mine now. And that's all I need to know."
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OMG. It's finally done! I need to stop being such a perfectionist -__-
I rewrote this like four times and the smut took forever because I wanted each detail to be just right.
Sorry it isn't all that hot and steamy but I wanted it to be a little awkward because it was their first time.
Hopefully, you still enjoyed it!
Chapter: 3/3
Fandom: MBLAQ
Pairing: Joon/Seungho
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Joon wants to put the pain behind them by moving their relationship to the next level.
Notes: This is the conclusion to "I'll Be Your Dirty Little Secret" & "A Punch For Your Thoughts"
"You know," Joon said as he kissed his jaw. "There's still something missing. Something that would make this night complete."
"What?"
"Sex," Joon smirked just before biting Seungho gently.
Seungho's face paled and he tried to step back but Joon held him tightly. Even as he continued kissing his neck, Joon could feel Seungho's muscles stiffen. He leaned back and studied the face that was staring at the shower behind them as if it held the answers to the universe. Joon tried to tug Seungho's chin to left to meet his eyes but his neck was as frozen as the rest of his body.
"Please," Joon whispered. "Don't do this. Talk to me."
Seungho swallowed hard and continued staring past him.
Joon's heart got caught in his throat as he read the fear in Seungho's eyes, "You're afraid I'll leave you again once I get what I want..."
Seungho looked at the ground and his silence confirmed what Joon was praying wasn't true.
"That's why we have to do this," he insisted. "You won't trust me again until I prove things are different now."
Joon let go of Seungho's arms and grabbed his face. He softly caressed his cheek with his thumb before leaning in to kiss him. Joon eased his lips gently over Seungho's. He hummed at the familiar softness and slowly pressed harder. Seungho squeezed his eyes shut and tried to resist the feelings stirring inside him.
"Please," Joon mumbled.
The sincerity in Joon's voice hit him hard and he found himself nodding despite his lingering doubts. Joon grinned and instantly reached for his shirt but Seungho held up a hand.
"What about Mir?"
Joon cursed under his breath. Suddenly he snapped his fingers and hurried towards the bedroom.
"We'll move him onto the couch," he whispered as Seungho followed behind.
"We can't do that!"
Joon was about to argue when he noticed the bed in question was already empty. He and Seungho looked at each other in surprise until Joon noticed the closed door next to theirs and smiled.
"G.O." they both said at the same time.
Seungho stared at the door wondering how he was ever going to repay G.O. for everything he had done. He suddenly jumped as a hand slipped under the waistband of his pants and pulled him backwards into the bedroom.
Joon pushed Seungho against the closed door and pulled off his shirt, tossing it next to his own. Seungho clutched Joon's head and moaned as moist lips closed around his nipple. Every touch of Joon's lips, every swipe of his tongue made him sigh with pleasure. The pace and gentleness were completely different from before. Joon's touches seemed to have a purpose now instead of just being a step towards release. Seungho shivered as Joon blew cool breath down his chest while his hands caressed his sides. Joon watched with amusement as the muscle rippled and contracted under his touch. Seungho moaned again as the hands were replaced by kisses and gentle biting.
Seungho worked his fingers into Joon's hair and pulled up his head to kiss him. As their lips moved against each other, he reached towards Joon's pants. Before he could touch him, Joon pushed his hand away.
"No. Tonight is about you."
Seungho's breath quickened as a hand pressed against his clothed cock before slipping into his boxers. His head slammed against the door and he pushed his hips into Joon's hand. Joon eased his hand over the shaft, twisting his wrist slightly to make him cry out. Seungho grabbed Joon's shoulders for support and panted in his ear as the hand moved faster.
"N..no more t..teasing," he forced out between moans.
Joon pulled out his hand and walked over to the bed. Reaching under the mattress, he pulled out a small bottle and smiled.
Seungho grunted as he tried to push past the tight ring of muscles. Joon cried out and pressed his nails deep into Seungho's back. Seungho didn't even flinch as all his attention was focused on the boy underneath him
"Are you okay?" he asked as a drop of sweat trickled down Joon's face.
"I'm fine," Joon insisted. "Just kiss me and keep going."
Seungho leaned down and softly pressed his lips against Joon's. Joon grabbed his head and bit his lip hard, making Seungho thrust in deeper. They both cried out in a mixture of pain and pleasure.
"Move," Joon groaned as Seungho stayed frozen.
"I...are you..."
"Damn it, Seungho. Just move!"
Seungho instantly pulled out and thrust in hard, making them both scream again. As the thrusts picked up speed, Joon closed a hand around his own cock. Seungho watched his face carefully, trying to judge how close he was. The heat and tightness were pushing him over the edge but he was desperately trying to hold on for Joon's sake. Joon saw the struggle in his face and brought Seungho's hand to his erection. Seungho immediately went to work, teasing him in all the ways he knew drove him wild. Joon arched his back and came just as Seungho released inside him.
"Why the hell did we wait so long to do this?" Joon asked out loud as Seungho collapsed next to him
"Because you're an idiot."
Joon quickly cleaned himself up and cuddled next to Seungho who was already breathing deeply.
"But you still love me," he whispered in his ear.
Seungho stirred in his sleep as sunshine poured in through the window. Stretching out his back, he opened his eyes to the sight of a very naked Joon lying next to him. Joon was sleeping on his stomach and Seungho's eyes followed his gorgeous back line until it disappeared under the blanket. Seungho scooted closer and pulled the covers higher around them as he leaned towards Joon's face. This was the first time he'd seen his features so up close in the sunlight. His finger ran across the defined jawline and up towards his pouty lips. He was leaning in to kiss him when Joon's eyes suddenly sprang open. Seungho froze with the embarrassment of being caught but Joon just smiled and puckered his lips. Seungho kissed them lightly before settling next to him on the pillow. They stared at each other silently while their hands ghosted over arms and backs.
A strange object caught Seungho's eye and he leaned over Joon to pick up a box from the floor. He opened the top and pulled out a digital camera. Joon sat up straight and reached into the box to take out a note.
"Don't ask how but the problem is taken care of. I'll let you decide what to do with the pictures."
Joon turned on the camera and stared open mouthed at the pictures that had been haunting him for weeks. Seungho leaned over and gasped when he realized whose camera it was.
"How did..."
Joon put the camera back in the box and returned it to the floor. He pulled Seungho into a hug and kissed his shoulder.
"I don't care how," he whispered. "You're mine now. And that's all I need to know."
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OMG. It's finally done! I need to stop being such a perfectionist -__-
I rewrote this like four times and the smut took forever because I wanted each detail to be just right.
Sorry it isn't all that hot and steamy but I wanted it to be a little awkward because it was their first time.
Hopefully, you still enjoyed it!