Fanfic Dilemma
*sigh* This is worse than writers block.
I've been working on a multi-chapter 2PM/SHINee fic for a while and now only the last chapter is left. I was about halfway done with it when the whole Jaebum fiasco went down. At first I couldn't even think about finishing but now time has passed and I thought I'd try to get back to it. But I just couldn't do it. The characterization of Jaebum I used was all happy, goofy and awkward and with no happy inspiration to work off, I couldn't even write a single sentence.
I'm so conflicted now because I really want to finish the story. It's been left hanging for too long and I like what I've written so far. But I don't know what to do. I tried watching old 2PM variety shows to remember the happy times but I just end up missing him terribly.
Is anyone else having the same problem? Is it too soon for happy!Jae fics?
I've been working on a multi-chapter 2PM/SHINee fic for a while and now only the last chapter is left. I was about halfway done with it when the whole Jaebum fiasco went down. At first I couldn't even think about finishing but now time has passed and I thought I'd try to get back to it. But I just couldn't do it. The characterization of Jaebum I used was all happy, goofy and awkward and with no happy inspiration to work off, I couldn't even write a single sentence.
I'm so conflicted now because I really want to finish the story. It's been left hanging for too long and I like what I've written so far. But I don't know what to do. I tried watching old 2PM variety shows to remember the happy times but I just end up missing him terribly.
Is anyone else having the same problem? Is it too soon for happy!Jae fics?