it`s a risk i`m willing to take ... in every case this here is worth that chance.
i`m starting to take those feelings into account again. well they`ve always been around ...but either way i`m not going to do anything about it. well there`s nothing i really can do. i don`t know what`s going on ... it`s almost going to be half a year. that`s a really long time. so i should be over it by now. what is wrong with me??? well ... i guess i`ll take my own advice ... fate will take it`s course. maybe it`ll happen again in the oh so distant future. i can`t lose hope. even if i have to wait wayyy longer ... i know what i`m feeling is real.
we only live once. i`m going to try to start taking advantage of that. in a postitive way.
eww. why does it seem like every girl has a boyfriend or someone likes them back except for me?