the pieces of the puzzle are finally being put together ... amen.
wow. ... after an extremely long period of over seven months [which extremely felt like forever, because it really was] ... i have finally convinced myself that i am happy. i`d been through so much sh_t last year ... i got side tracked and forgot about who i am and what really matters in life. well ... i matter. no one is ever going to make me feel the way i felt about myself in the past again. ever. i`ve got my dignity back and it`s better than ever. lauren has moved on, and she`s feeling damn good about the way things are going right now and that is not going to change.
+i`m happy with my grades.
+always been extremely happy about my family.
+very satisfied with that sweet boy by my side right now.
+my friends are amazing. i am thankful for everyone who has ever shown me the amount of respect that i show them ... and for all those people who help me get through the day with a simple smile or a hello. or even a hug ... i am forever thankful for those real friends that stuck around.never let me down.
[.aliza, chantel, jamie, tami. {and others}]
+i am beginning to form stronger bonds with friends i had lost in the past, due to childish and petty reasons. [luciana.raisa.trina. and the gang.]
i am becoming the girl i used be ... but now deep down inside at heart ... i`ve grown to become so much more than that.