The mind is my best friend/worst enemy.

[carmellaseyes]

What is this constant flux that I seem to be living in? My feelings, emotions and general state of being are perpetually perplexing. I graduated from the University of Washington on June 10th and have been floundering like a fish out of water ever since. My drying scales only warn me of my eventual respiratory failure. I stare blankly at the

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[inmylife]

Noah, you are a beautiful person who deserves nothing but the best in life. However, no matter how much you desirve something it doesn't mean it will come to you. You have to find your own middle ground and take to the sea and the sky. If you don't mind me using your analogy, you need to become a flying fish. Be part of the world but don't let it drag you down because, oh, it WILL try and drag you down.

The sea is usually the only life for most and many have no other option than to be caught in a net and dry out before the sun. Thousand of children die every day through no fault of their own. You not only have drive but you have opportunity and I think you know what you want to do.

You want to go to Indonesia. It may be a bad idea but you will never know if you don't go. Go get a job, learn a new language, and maybe fall in love.

Persue you dream and see if it come true. I know one of mine already has because I have loving and dear people like you in my life.

Just find out what you really want in life. If you travel to the opposit site of the glob you jutst might find what you were looking for.

Love, Cora

P.S. I hope this made some sense. If not, call me.