Filtered to Tristan
There's no way of writing this post. I'm not going to sound good however it's written. If I don't write it, then you're going to call it a lie later on.
I saw Jocelin last night. I was the one who told him to come, because Ry needed him. He wasn't going to come, he wasn't going to be there because of his best friend because of the ... because I was going to be there. Yeah. He actually listened when I told him to stay away from me. That surprised me.
So I told him to be there, and so I saw him last night, and so it was my fault. I'm not trying to lie. I originated the contact, and now you're not going to want to speak to me again, and probably call me a liar because I said that I wasn't going to see Jocelin and then I went and saw him anyway. So even though I'm telling the truth, I probably just seem like a liar to you, right?
This is too hard. I shouldn't have to check in with you every time I do something. You don't need that. I don't need that.
I'm not going to do this anymore. No excuses, no lies.
I saw Jocelin last night. I was the one who told him to come, because Ry needed him. He wasn't going to come, he wasn't going to be there because of his best friend because of the ... because I was going to be there. Yeah. He actually listened when I told him to stay away from me. That surprised me.
So I told him to be there, and so I saw him last night, and so it was my fault. I'm not trying to lie. I originated the contact, and now you're not going to want to speak to me again, and probably call me a liar because I said that I wasn't going to see Jocelin and then I went and saw him anyway. So even though I'm telling the truth, I probably just seem like a liar to you, right?
This is too hard. I shouldn't have to check in with you every time I do something. You don't need that. I don't need that.
I'm not going to do this anymore. No excuses, no lies.