Feb 04, 2005 16:37
Everything seems to be going smoothly. I go to the dermatologist on Monday for my cysts. I'm tired of people staring at me in public. Yeah, I have acne. Get the fuck over it. Even the people close to me can't bloody well deal with it the way I expect them to. Ignore it. I know it's there and it's not a surprise at all. I'll be lucky if it doesn't turn into systemic cancer at this point.
Dogstar is no longer a home to me. There was too much drama that I'm tired of dealing with. All that site is now is stress and an obligation. I don't want to feel like I have to go post, then be whiney and bitchy about it. Perhaps partly because it's a message board, and the rest is history. I just want to put this all behind me. It's not worth the pain and tears anymore.
'Cause I never thought I'd lose/
I only thought I'd win/
Ahh, the circle of life...