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Since I'm working and I have nothing better to do I will update about my life.
Not much has been going on but I will try to recap some major events of the past few weeks.
I've actually been doing well in school. I got a 96% on my Policy Speech in Comm. I thought sucked up the speech hardcore. I didn't even practice it once. I did my epidectic speech today. It went well. I pretty much just talked about underwear for 5 mins. I love underwear so I thought I would share my obsession with my classmates. I think they enjoyed it.
I went home last weekend and I'm really glad I did. It is always a pain to get there but its nice to come back to my roots. I really do miss the UP. Its just so different there, but not really. Its hard to explain, but I'm sure some of you know what I mean. I pretty much just hung out with Lillie and Steph. We went to the Delft and the casino Friday night. I only lost ten bucks at the casino, that is good for me. After the casino Lillie and me went to the Delft. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I think it might actually be fun if you had a group of people going. It was actually fun. Than we went to taco bell and parked and ate our food at the beach. We just chatted about life and it was really nice just the two of us spending time together. I unfortunently didn't get to spend a lot of time with my mom, but I have this whole summer.
I've just not been having a very good day today. I dont really know whats up. But I was just thinking about it and I'm like going to start crying. Its weird. I just felt really ugly and fat today. And that it totally NOT me. I seriously just want to cry right now. Tears are whelling up in my eyes and I'm fricking working. and one just dropped..... I just feel like shit right now. I just want to talk to someone who understands, but no one does. And I'm sitting here alone until 3 am...
I'm also really angry because I have to register for classes tomorrow at 8:20 am. and than I have a meeting with the hall director for getting written up. I got written up for helping Patrick with his video he was making for a class. It was like a modern day Rupunzell, and I was Rupunzell but I guess she's not supposed to hang out the 3rd floor window.
Oh my Lord! So I just decided I would update. And like 2 Thursdays ago I started writing this entry and the internet got messed up and I lost it. I went to go write another entry and this saved draft came up. This day is just turning out to be o.k.
Not much has been going on but I will try to recap some major events of the past few weeks.
I've actually been doing well in school. I got a 96% on my Policy Speech in Comm. I thought sucked up the speech hardcore. I didn't even practice it once. I did my epidectic speech today. It went well. I pretty much just talked about underwear for 5 mins. I love underwear so I thought I would share my obsession with my classmates. I think they enjoyed it.
I went home last weekend and I'm really glad I did. It is always a pain to get there but its nice to come back to my roots. I really do miss the UP. Its just so different there, but not really. Its hard to explain, but I'm sure some of you know what I mean. I pretty much just hung out with Lillie and Steph. We went to the Delft and the casino Friday night. I only lost ten bucks at the casino, that is good for me. After the casino Lillie and me went to the Delft. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I think it might actually be fun if you had a group of people going. It was actually fun. Than we went to taco bell and parked and ate our food at the beach. We just chatted about life and it was really nice just the two of us spending time together. I unfortunently didn't get to spend a lot of time with my mom, but I have this whole summer.
I've just not been having a very good day today. I dont really know whats up. But I was just thinking about it and I'm like going to start crying. Its weird. I just felt really ugly and fat today. And that it totally NOT me. I seriously just want to cry right now. Tears are whelling up in my eyes and I'm fricking working. and one just dropped..... I just feel like shit right now. I just want to talk to someone who understands, but no one does. And I'm sitting here alone until 3 am...
I'm also really angry because I have to register for classes tomorrow at 8:20 am. and than I have a meeting with the hall director for getting written up. I got written up for helping Patrick with his video he was making for a class. It was like a modern day Rupunzell, and I was Rupunzell but I guess she's not supposed to hang out the 3rd floor window.
Oh my Lord! So I just decided I would update. And like 2 Thursdays ago I started writing this entry and the internet got messed up and I lost it. I went to go write another entry and this saved draft came up. This day is just turning out to be o.k.