May 26, 2005 21:32
This is for my Seniors in the class of 2005...
I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say
The things we did
The things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how, to face the truth
Everythings thats good in me I owe to you
Though the distance thats between us now may seem to be to far
It will never seperate us deep inside I know you are
Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
I walk alone, these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone
So how you found a way to see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on, I swear to you that you will be
Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
If theres one thing I believe
I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
Never Gone, never far in my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday, every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
^^thats a very good song...it makes me cry.
Well...lets see...on wed. it was the seniors last day and we had the essembaly at the end of the day where the juniors make the tunnel and the seniors go through it saying good-bye. Sophomores and freshman werent supposed to be in the tunnel. SCREW THAT! There was no way they could stop me from going down there..and they didnt so everything was okay. I was really really trying to control myself when i saw Anthony coming towards me. And all I could think of was...omg, anthony..you've been like an older brother to me since i was like 5 and now your leaving.. and then he was like take care of my sisters and i was like okay...and thats when i started getting that really big knot in the middle of your throat and you know that if you talk that you are going to cry. About right that time Sandra came through...she was crying and i couldnt stop i just busted into tears and hugged her for like 2 minutes straight. Next came Erica, and Mallorie, and Nika, and Rachel, and so i was just crying harder. And then, i saw Mike and Karl. Its like my whole world...everything i knew was leaving me. This stupid tunnel seemed like it was ending everything. I desided that i couldnt say goodbye to them so i just started walking away out of the tunnel. But Emily and Anna caught me and turned me back and told me that i had to, i couldnt miss this. So went back...and Darrek came by and i started to cry again and he was just like "heyy, car,your coming to my grad party, you going to be at graduation! your going to see me!" and i was like "okayyy" and you could barly understand me i guess lol. When Karl came up i just got this feeling of panic...i have known him since i could crawl. we've been hide-and-seek buddies. we have been through tears (when he almost broke my nose because he slammed it in the door) and laughing ( all the times when we could hide from our siblings) and i remember thinking last year when i was a freshman...wowww.Karls a junior! its a good thing hes not graduating for a long time! And when i saw Karl crying. oh god. i cant even explain how bad my heart was hurting. When i got done bawling over Karl. Mike came up. oh dear lord. I swear he must think im some sort of leech. I was clinging on to him for dear life and sobbing my eyes out. He finally took me by the arms and was like "Carly! Im not dying! im going to see you, i promise." I finally got to alyssa and well that was absolute hell. Lets just say that after i got done with lyss, i had two teachers come up and offer me kleenex boxes. I cant even write any more now, because im crying...ill write more later if i can...