you break my heart into a thousand pieces and you say its because i deserve better?

[carlyforwater]

just when you think life is turning out ok, it explodes in your face and says its for your own good. I got the worst news of my life tonight in the worst way, over the phone. this will change my life forever, good or bad i dont know yet...we will find out in a few months. way to bring back another bought with depression.

I checked
once or twice
to see if what you said
was really true
youre really leaving
your life is now
you dont want to miss it
but ill miss you
if you only knew
how many times youve broken
and mended my heart...

the time is passing so quickly
is there no way to slow things down?
i just want to stay in this moment
rough housing on the bed
the only bed i want
why do you have to leave me?
youve told me a thousand times
and a thousand times isnt good enough
my search is over
you are my one
my only
my heart beats for only you
every thought contains you
the breath i take i breathe for you
i dont think i can keep going
without you