Listening to Life On Repeat

[carlyfalls]

I was sleepless in my youth,
I was courage and fire.
I was only myself,
As I danced with danger and desire.

As the years passed,
I chased away the monster under my bed,
I sent him packing,
with all those people I thought were friends.

I am sleepless still,
listening to the same three songs on repeat,
ready to make the change,
ready to once again feel complete

I will reclaim the courage and fire,
Only this time, I'll dance with a safer type of desire.

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As scared to death as it makes me, I know its time.
I will not let the ANXIETY eat away at my soul anymore.
Ready or Not, World, Here I come.