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Mar 03, 2005 18:48

Getting my brother out of Hell was not exactly what I wanted to do this week, but he didn't leave us much choice. Tori came to find Alex and I after she discovered Vin was missing, we went from there to see Rhia. No matter what Vince and I may argue about, he's my brother. I may have seemed a little cold but all I had on my mind was getting Vin out and dealing with it once he was safe.

Well, he's safe now, thanks to my family and Tori. I haven't spoken to him since he was yelling about us coming to get him and she knocked him out, but knowing him he's probably awake and hiding at her place. He's lucky to have a woman like Tori, there was no way she wasn't going along to get him and damn if I'm going to tell her no. I'd like to get to know her better, but there's time for that. First thing he needs to do once he's rested is talk to Alex about the fight they had. I have no doubt most of it had to do with the latest mess in Hell, but it got out of hand and they need to get over themselves and make up.

Then he needs to talk to Rhia about Matt. Luckily Matt's woken up from his coma and there seems to be no permanent damage, but there's damage emotionally. Vin's going to have to suck it up and talk to her, that's all there is to it. I can wait my turn to tell the stubborn ass not to cut us out like this again, I'm sure he's going to be yelled at from enough people as it is.

I'm concerned about Rhia. She had a moment when we told her about Vin being taken where she lost it. I think between what happened with Matt, this mess with Vin, and the things with Pan and that Power my cousin needs a break. I'll try and speak to her if she doesn't seem any better in a day or so.

My picnic with Preach went better than I expected. We ended up talking about my immortality, which I didn't mind. I don't think there's anything he can ask me that I would mind answering honestly. I had to tell him about being telepathic, there was no way I could sleep with him and not tell him. Had I told him later, any trust we have built up would be gone and that would've been the end of it, and that is the last thing I want to happen. He actually took it a lot better than I feared he would, and the rest of the afternoon was definitely worth the wait.

Since then he's been in a very good mood, but between Matt waking up and now me having to go rescue Vince we haven't gotten to spend a lot of time together that didn't involve work. There's always a certain amount of guilt when I find someone that I'm drawn to, a moment of wondering if I'm doing more harm than good by spending time with them, knowing that because I'm immortal it has no real future. It's usually that guilt that ends my affairs, I can't justify taking ten years or so of someone's life when it's probably their best years. I don't know how this thing with Preach is going to turn out, but I intend to make sure we both enjoy it for however long it lasts.
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