want something that's real.
Happy New Year!!
*2004..
..has changed me so much. I don't think there's ever been a year that has changed me in so many ways. I'm going to say that I'm very thankful that I've made it through this year, and now, I can call it my past :)
I learned a lot about how experiences can shape a person. I think I delt with some of the hardest situations this year. Many of the decisions I made were later regretted. However, I lived through the consequences, and hopefully learned my lesson for good.
I'm thankful for the family that I have, and love very much, that helped me more then they'll ever know through everything this year. They prayed for me, and loved me, and never, ever gave up on me.
My friendships, however, are a different story.. LoL. I never knew that "friends" could possibly hurt me as badly as some did. But it happened, and once again, I made it through. Some people said that I'd end up stronger in the end, but so far, it doesn't seem like it. I miss those certain friends that were ALWAYS there for me, because at one point, they were so much to me. Now I don't even know them.. how weird? BUT.. as I came back to Cousino, I reuinited with my middle school friends, met tons of new people, and have had some of the greatest times ever!--VerY thankful for themm <33 youu guyss.I guess you just live and learnn.
I'm very excited for a new year. Kinda like a fresh start? Even though that sounds soo corny, it's true. I'm excited for all the things to come in the new year..soo, here it is .2005. baby--
New Year's resolutions..(real ones.. lol)
-make the best of everything
-have as much fun as possible
-stop being stupid and be happy with *someone ;)
-get a job
-get me a TRUCKK.. yah girll.
-***make good choices***
*2004..
..has changed me so much. I don't think there's ever been a year that has changed me in so many ways. I'm going to say that I'm very thankful that I've made it through this year, and now, I can call it my past :)
I learned a lot about how experiences can shape a person. I think I delt with some of the hardest situations this year. Many of the decisions I made were later regretted. However, I lived through the consequences, and hopefully learned my lesson for good.
I'm thankful for the family that I have, and love very much, that helped me more then they'll ever know through everything this year. They prayed for me, and loved me, and never, ever gave up on me.
My friendships, however, are a different story.. LoL. I never knew that "friends" could possibly hurt me as badly as some did. But it happened, and once again, I made it through. Some people said that I'd end up stronger in the end, but so far, it doesn't seem like it. I miss those certain friends that were ALWAYS there for me, because at one point, they were so much to me. Now I don't even know them.. how weird? BUT.. as I came back to Cousino, I reuinited with my middle school friends, met tons of new people, and have had some of the greatest times ever!--VerY thankful for themm <33 youu guyss.I guess you just live and learnn.
I'm very excited for a new year. Kinda like a fresh start? Even though that sounds soo corny, it's true. I'm excited for all the things to come in the new year..soo, here it is .2005. baby--
New Year's resolutions..(real ones.. lol)
-make the best of everything
-have as much fun as possible
-stop being stupid and be happy with *someone ;)
-get a job
-get me a TRUCKK.. yah girll.
-***make good choices***