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Apr 14, 2009 02:20

I've been in Toledo so long it's hard to remember what my life was like before. After my post-Akron mental meltdown, I struggled to discover myself...every small hurdle was a big triumph. It's absolutely insane but, its been five years. And in the five years, the joy over the small things stopped. Everything about me stopped. I became dull and lifeless...just trying to be liked even though...guess what?! Being a robot will get you no where, no where at all. It won't make you interesting, or popular, and it certainly won't make you friends. People can take you or leave you, it wouldn't matter. I realized how...horrible that was. That wasn't my goal at all! I became a boring, fat, slobby girl with nothing going for her.

I'm changing that.

Now I see that its entirely possible. The weekend Katie came up to Toledo made me realize that YES, I CAN BE LIKED! AND I SHALL BE LIKED.
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