im a stuff up rnt i
well im a fuk up rnt i. YES i am. every thing i do is wrong and is not how things should be maybe im not wanted by any one. WELL it sure seems that way. every time something goes wrong every one is quick to balme it on me. why am i the outcoust of my family why does all the shit get thrown at me. what they think i can handle not haveing my mum around or my dad that i can put up with their stress and other shit
oh wat do u knoe the computer fuked up agian ooo sweet lil matty didnt do fuking any thing mummy and collin and carly fuked it up. i fuking hardly get to use the computer these days to fuk it up so why is it my fault. the computer only started fuking up wen mum and collin started playing bloody slim slots on internet.
im just sick and tired of every thing being blamed on me
im pissed that i fuking do every thing wrong. matthew NEVER does any thing wrong.
oh and anohter thing i cant do any thign my brother and sister didnt do. so far i cant go and see blink coz no one did that wen they were my age!! i cant go to camps because they didnt. but yet i guess i can go out behind my parents backs go out partying and smoke ,drink do drugs,have sex and all most kill my self and lay in bed for a month why i recover from doing drugs.
guess what iv got my self that worked up over the lil tihngs i have finaly let them builed up and they have got out im crying now oks how fun im that pissed off. i have never cryed over these things b4 because i just thought that they were normal and i was used to it but now i have realised why the fuk should i put my self through other peoples stress and put up with their stuff why? ok gtg crying to much and mum kickin me off coz we r going a way tomorrow i will may continue wen i get back on monday ok bi
oh wat do u knoe the computer fuked up agian ooo sweet lil matty didnt do fuking any thing mummy and collin and carly fuked it up. i fuking hardly get to use the computer these days to fuk it up so why is it my fault. the computer only started fuking up wen mum and collin started playing bloody slim slots on internet.
im just sick and tired of every thing being blamed on me
im pissed that i fuking do every thing wrong. matthew NEVER does any thing wrong.
oh and anohter thing i cant do any thign my brother and sister didnt do. so far i cant go and see blink coz no one did that wen they were my age!! i cant go to camps because they didnt. but yet i guess i can go out behind my parents backs go out partying and smoke ,drink do drugs,have sex and all most kill my self and lay in bed for a month why i recover from doing drugs.
guess what iv got my self that worked up over the lil tihngs i have finaly let them builed up and they have got out im crying now oks how fun im that pissed off. i have never cryed over these things b4 because i just thought that they were normal and i was used to it but now i have realised why the fuk should i put my self through other peoples stress and put up with their stuff why? ok gtg crying to much and mum kickin me off coz we r going a way tomorrow i will may continue wen i get back on monday ok bi