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Hey well i havnt updated in like for ever so though i might as well maybe if your all lucky:P
lets sart wiht main reasons behind not posting:P
1# meh cant be bothered
2# nothing interesting to really say
3# meh
4# i dont think anyone really reads my updates nor posts so meh lol
Ok so holidays were ok i guess, i spent alot of time wiht my sister. That was really only so i could get to see my gawjuz neice:) hehe. Um othere than that i was working, sleeping, eating, watcing tv, or on the internet, nothing to exciting really.
I do have a rather boring life lol compared to some. But yet others they go out every weekend or every night or they'er always doing something, bu wiht most of them its never really porductive. I mean is there really any fun in getting stoned every day? is there much point in smoking all the time? wy do they bother really, all the are doing is causing a slow painful death for them self. The funny thing about that is, they all know it to. They all ask me " uh do u smoke?" my answer is no, no i dont. And they will start talking about dope and getting stoned and all that stuff. They end up asking why i dont smoke, well my answer is plain and simple. when you know what can happen to you and you have seen the affects of what it all does, and you watching your brother lay on his bed for about a month not moving because he is sick as a dog, coughing but chunks of um "meat" from his lungs also basicaly coughing up tar, yeah that sort of stuff tends to put you off wanting to do something, dont you think?
I mean i like all of the people they are cool*in their own ways i guess* but seriously why?
It just seems like everyone these days is smoking anything they cna get their hands on, and drinking. And because i dont do anything like that at this point in time i guess it feels like im the "odd one out".
But im not, in a way im the smart one.... i dont know its all just crazy. They'er strange lol
Meh lets crap on about something else,
um...
my sister and i have decided to start scrapbooking:P hehe its kinda fun in away i guess:P hehe its cool.
um what else,
Uh school started up agian on monday, that was good i guess. new subjects, new teachers. its cool as:P
i like my subjects, and ,my teachers...most of i guess:P
you know what, its strange, how you think you like someone, but your not to sure if you really do like them or not. What makes it more confusing is that if its the same for two people, you seem to get more
and more confused. i really dont know what to do....give up? get over it? sounds alright to me:P
cause ,really, who would want to go out wiht me? seriously? *waits for everyone to say well alot of poeple blah blah blah blah blah, you never know blah blah blah, your a wonderful person, blah blah blah* well if i am such a wonderful person and im so nice and this and that. then why doesnt any one like me? most guys that do like me more than a friend are the guys i talk to on the internet that either live in another state,over seas, and which are none of my age all from what 17 to even 25 i think. strange deranged people.
Thats all i ever have been and i guess ever will be,just a friend. or lead on by "just a friend" well you know what i am rather sick of being "just a friend" what im so sorry im not blonde size 10*random size* wiht big tits. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRR right there another thing i am bloody sick of sterotyps!!! thats all everyone does! omg you smoke = your a stoner. omg your hairs black= your a goth/punk
omg you listen to the same music as me= your a try hard who who just wants to be like someone else!
seriously, why do people ever want to be like somebody else? really? i mean common! why do we need two or more of everyone? i am fine the way i am, i dont change my slef for anyone else. ill wear what i want to, ill say what i want to, ill be friends wiht who i want to, ill like who ever i want to, ill listen to what ever kind of music i want to, not just because someone else does, but because I WANT TO!
really do some people get more and more pathetic as they get older?
my family wonders why i dont go out and hang out wiht all my frinnds on the weekend , it because of that. No offence to the people that i do like to spend time with. but really thats all some people seem to do, complain, be pathetic and bag out other people. what they ahve nothing better to do and are bored with their own lives so they ahve to find someone else to pick on.
meh any wyas i guess ill get over all of this, hopfully people will get over themselves and yeah it will go abck to normal.
cya people wov yas
xXx
lets sart wiht main reasons behind not posting:P
1# meh cant be bothered
2# nothing interesting to really say
3# meh
4# i dont think anyone really reads my updates nor posts so meh lol
Ok so holidays were ok i guess, i spent alot of time wiht my sister. That was really only so i could get to see my gawjuz neice:) hehe. Um othere than that i was working, sleeping, eating, watcing tv, or on the internet, nothing to exciting really.
I do have a rather boring life lol compared to some. But yet others they go out every weekend or every night or they'er always doing something, bu wiht most of them its never really porductive. I mean is there really any fun in getting stoned every day? is there much point in smoking all the time? wy do they bother really, all the are doing is causing a slow painful death for them self. The funny thing about that is, they all know it to. They all ask me " uh do u smoke?" my answer is no, no i dont. And they will start talking about dope and getting stoned and all that stuff. They end up asking why i dont smoke, well my answer is plain and simple. when you know what can happen to you and you have seen the affects of what it all does, and you watching your brother lay on his bed for about a month not moving because he is sick as a dog, coughing but chunks of um "meat" from his lungs also basicaly coughing up tar, yeah that sort of stuff tends to put you off wanting to do something, dont you think?
I mean i like all of the people they are cool*in their own ways i guess* but seriously why?
It just seems like everyone these days is smoking anything they cna get their hands on, and drinking. And because i dont do anything like that at this point in time i guess it feels like im the "odd one out".
But im not, in a way im the smart one.... i dont know its all just crazy. They'er strange lol
Meh lets crap on about something else,
um...
my sister and i have decided to start scrapbooking:P hehe its kinda fun in away i guess:P hehe its cool.
um what else,
Uh school started up agian on monday, that was good i guess. new subjects, new teachers. its cool as:P
i like my subjects, and ,my teachers...most of i guess:P
you know what, its strange, how you think you like someone, but your not to sure if you really do like them or not. What makes it more confusing is that if its the same for two people, you seem to get more
and more confused. i really dont know what to do....give up? get over it? sounds alright to me:P
cause ,really, who would want to go out wiht me? seriously? *waits for everyone to say well alot of poeple blah blah blah blah blah, you never know blah blah blah, your a wonderful person, blah blah blah* well if i am such a wonderful person and im so nice and this and that. then why doesnt any one like me? most guys that do like me more than a friend are the guys i talk to on the internet that either live in another state,over seas, and which are none of my age all from what 17 to even 25 i think. strange deranged people.
Thats all i ever have been and i guess ever will be,just a friend. or lead on by "just a friend" well you know what i am rather sick of being "just a friend" what im so sorry im not blonde size 10*random size* wiht big tits. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRR right there another thing i am bloody sick of sterotyps!!! thats all everyone does! omg you smoke = your a stoner. omg your hairs black= your a goth/punk
omg you listen to the same music as me= your a try hard who who just wants to be like someone else!
seriously, why do people ever want to be like somebody else? really? i mean common! why do we need two or more of everyone? i am fine the way i am, i dont change my slef for anyone else. ill wear what i want to, ill say what i want to, ill be friends wiht who i want to, ill like who ever i want to, ill listen to what ever kind of music i want to, not just because someone else does, but because I WANT TO!
really do some people get more and more pathetic as they get older?
my family wonders why i dont go out and hang out wiht all my frinnds on the weekend , it because of that. No offence to the people that i do like to spend time with. but really thats all some people seem to do, complain, be pathetic and bag out other people. what they ahve nothing better to do and are bored with their own lives so they ahve to find someone else to pick on.
meh any wyas i guess ill get over all of this, hopfully people will get over themselves and yeah it will go abck to normal.
cya people wov yas
xXx