Jun 14, 2006 22:38
Lately things have been SUPER crazy but I am honestly excited. Brad and I found a house WE LOVE! It has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. Emily will have her own area with a living room, bedroom, and bathroom with doors that open up onto a deck that is over the deck down below off of the "rec room" area. There is a fish aquarium built into the wall. The stair case is a spiral one. The yard is privacy fenced in. It has a garage that is heated, a shed AND a carport. It is friggin nice. It also has central air so I'm super excited. It is cheaper than the other one we liked and its 3 times bigger! We went and talked to the bank today and we get to hear back from them tomorrow. I hope they have good news. I've been tryin to stay positive about it all and keep my hopes up. My mom has the 500 bucks that I need to make an offer and she will loan me that much and our loan will cover the rest. I'm stoked I just hope it works out.
Okay, now there is one thing that is bothering me. Okay maybe 2. A few people around me have HORRIBLE language and they let it fly constantly and it just makes me cringe. Also judging them and calling them fat, retarded, stupid, ect. is pretty rude considering they don't like it when people call them those things. Ever think that maybe the reason things keep crashing all around you/on you is because of your negative vulgar outlook on life and the people/things around you?? ALSO, I am being lied to AGAIN. I'm not stupid. I know when I am being lied to and I'm going to seriously start getting distant to these people again. When ya need me most I won't be around because I don't put up with lies no matter how big or small they are. Just be honest. I'm pretty accepting really, no need to impress. I think that is all that has been upsetting me. The good definatly outweighs the bad but I'm starting to distance myself from certain people because of negativeness, rudeness, vulgar language, and all around outlook on things.
My dad called me the other day, nothing was really said and he didn't go to Jim's dads funeral so I'm very disappointed in him. He decided a tractor pull was more important then being there for his best friend/brother. I love my Grandpa Jim and it breaks my heart that my dad is blowing him off like that. What a crock. That isn't what I would call a best friend type action.
So I started this diet again. I am taking Hoodiavex. So far it has really supressed my appitite and I don't have the jitters or anything. I'm actually kind of sleepy. I have to drink tons of water and that doesn't seem to easy but I will be fine. I will see how I feel in a week. I hope it works!
Brads birthday is on the 18th. What shall I get him? I already got him a weight bench and some weights but I need to get him something else. Hmmm. *thinks*
Anyways, Emily started her job tonight so she is gone from 10p-6a. Brad and I are going to snuggle and just spend time together. We haven't had our time in a while that we didn't have something to do or somewhere to go. Tomorrow we hear from the bank, then Brad gets to tell his dad about this house. His dad wants us to move to Kearney but the houses are more there then they are here in Holdrege. Brad kind of likes this town I think. I guess I will post more as I know more.
I love you Bradley. CROSS YOUR FINGERS FOR OUR NEW HOUSE!!!!! MUAH!!