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Why do i feel so lonely? I feel like nobody wants to spend any time with me at all. Someone said theyd spend time with me after weeks of asking and then the day comes and they say they cant be bothered or theyre "busy". I knew i was a bad person, but i never knew the kindness of my heart made me hated so much. All i do is care for people, sometimes i don't show it anymore because i feel people don't care, and just do their best to treat me like i dont exist. Soon it'll be the exams and then it's time to say goodbye to my freids and start a new life. I'll be pleased that not a soul will need to know whats happening in my life and if i meet anyone knew, they won't know my past unless i decide to tell them. I'm scared of new things, change. I'm scared of people and life. I'm scared of leaving everything behind and not knowing what path to take. I guess i'll go with the flow.