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This weekend i was happy.. after being depressed on friday i thought i was over it but ive just been thinking and i feel fucking awful. I really am shit at coping. I CANT COPE ANYMORE ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... theres babies everywhere. At this party at a restraunt we went to.. there was a little baby.. n the girl who was holding it sat right near me... i could of literally burst out crying but i controlled myself and stayed happy. I dont know... i was happy for saturday afternoon untill about 11:30 sunday and now i just really cant do anything i just wanna curl up, be invisible n do nothing. All the work n shit which i havent done.. basically over a years worth is not done.. i dont want to do it anymore.. i dont wanna do the stupid exams.. i just wanna be happy. i wanna leave school... i wanna find something i can do to make myself truely happy but i cant so it sucks.i need help