My head hurts

[carlton_m]

I'm so confused.. Lat night I went over to see James for alittle since I had Craig. Then I went home spending time with craig. The little boy is going up so much and he's so smart. I really want to cry. I'm so confused right now. I don't know why but I am.

I don't want to fall.
I don't want to fail.
Don't leave me please.

I am so confused to what I think.

I love you.
I really do.
Can you see that?

I thought that life has a meaning. Being with you makes me whole.

You said you don't deserve me.
You say you love me.

I say you do.You need something good in your life.

Don';t hurt me.
Don't break me.

I will be the only one sitting here? I am so confused.

You know I love you.
Say you do too.

I think I am going to bed... Sorry... My head hurts..

Carlton