Jan 16, 2010 16:10
well shit, i need at least one place where i can be emo.
i am the dock from which people launch their hopes and dreams, never to look back and appreciate me. i attract insecure people like the plague, then they get healthy and dont want me around any more.
you wanted space from me. i feel guilty for not giving it to you. im really sorry. and im sorry i was ever mean to you, and im sorry i call you and im annoying, and im just really really sorry. im sorry i sit too close to you and lean my head on you when you just want to move further away from me.
i feel like people cant handle when im not the strong one anymore. like im not allowed to be weak, to need people.
why did you never add me on facebook? why did i never add you?
why does everything feel like a knife? every little thing. when you dont call me, when you just want to do everything without me, when he doesnt talk to me on skype, when no one wants to do me the slightest favor or return my messages or phone calls.
when is this gonna get better? its not getting any better!!!!