the art of drowning
iiiiiii havent made a post in a very long time. is livejournal a phase? idk.
some things i do know:
i wish jackie were here to crack my back
i am worried about the well being of my good friend albert, but short of bringing up his personal relationships, which i would feel awkward about doing since he doesnt want to talk about it, there is really nothing i can do for him. im just concerned about how hes handling the situation with a certain girl, and he seems unsure about stuff which isnt usually like him.
i most likely have mono. all signs point to that being the case. which sucks.
im a little confused about where i want my life to go at this point. i know that i love my boyfriend, and hes an amazing person. he has these amazing qualities that not a lot of (if any) boyfriends of mine have had. These are: integrity, respect for EVERYONE, amazing work ethic, focus, kindness, he's strong-willed, has a sense of duty, he will go out of his way to do things for people he cares about, hes mature, extremely intelligent, and fun. im sure there's more, but you get the hint. hes also quite attractive :). hes basically the only thing im sure about at this point in time.
MSU is seriously starting to piss me off. their sense of "justice", whats right and wrong, the way they abuse their students, their lack of things that we actually need (parking), the hole that they put in my pocket. the list goes on. oh yeah, and the fact that i feel like ive learned NOTHING since being here.
i hate my sister. because shes a bitch to everyone, and makes katherine cry and feel shitty all the time. and my mom is a RETARD.
some things i do know:
i wish jackie were here to crack my back
i am worried about the well being of my good friend albert, but short of bringing up his personal relationships, which i would feel awkward about doing since he doesnt want to talk about it, there is really nothing i can do for him. im just concerned about how hes handling the situation with a certain girl, and he seems unsure about stuff which isnt usually like him.
i most likely have mono. all signs point to that being the case. which sucks.
im a little confused about where i want my life to go at this point. i know that i love my boyfriend, and hes an amazing person. he has these amazing qualities that not a lot of (if any) boyfriends of mine have had. These are: integrity, respect for EVERYONE, amazing work ethic, focus, kindness, he's strong-willed, has a sense of duty, he will go out of his way to do things for people he cares about, hes mature, extremely intelligent, and fun. im sure there's more, but you get the hint. hes also quite attractive :). hes basically the only thing im sure about at this point in time.
MSU is seriously starting to piss me off. their sense of "justice", whats right and wrong, the way they abuse their students, their lack of things that we actually need (parking), the hole that they put in my pocket. the list goes on. oh yeah, and the fact that i feel like ive learned NOTHING since being here.
i hate my sister. because shes a bitch to everyone, and makes katherine cry and feel shitty all the time. and my mom is a RETARD.