so yesterday
i went to kyle's visitation and it was really really sad. please don't do drugs. you can smoke all the weed you want, but i dont want to ever go to one of those things with one of my best friends or my boyfriend in the casket. seeing everyone crying, and kyle's girlfriend vickie so heartbroken reminded me to cherish every person and everything that i have in this life, because every day could be the last. one day of being high really isnt worth a lifetime of heartache for the people that you love. i also found out that my stepmom is leaving my dad, cuz shes a total bitch. i personally think this may be the best thing that ever happened to him, but i cant tell him that cuz hes all heartbroken. im visiting him this weekend, so i hope i can cheer him up. no matter how much i complain to him, or how much he lets me down, hes still my dad and i still love him. i got a cute shirt though, on the bright side, so yesterday wasnt totally depressing. but a shirt really is the least important thing about yesterday.