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on my way home driving 17 today i thought what would it be like if i happened to get in a car crash and something happened to me. i mean, i am assuming my friends would be sad and stuff but i wonder what would happen with them. would they be upset? would they stay with me as a friend? and what would happen if i forgot everything and them. would they still try and be my friend? i am hoping the answer is yes but you never know i guess.
i mean if i have forgotten everythign then what would happen. and then i kept thinking about school. what would happen with school? i was thinking that if i forgot everything then i would still want to finish my degree. but if i had to start over i dont' know what i would do. i think i would go back and relearn everything that i needed to to finish my degree to make it seem like it isn't terrible in life and it is possible to take over anything and everything
i dunno. i guess this is why i am not allowed to think because then i think about these things and it isn't really good things to do, espeically when driving. but that is me. i think in the car i had better thinking of it adn now that it is so much later i am sure this is what it goes down to.... it's too late to remember what i want to think. haha
so now i'm signing off but i am going to try and write more random things here because that makes life more interesting when i can write randomly.