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Dear Diary lol..Well, this weekend has been kinda fun for me..cousins are visiting from Nc and its been a while since i have not seen them. Every day is getting harder and harder to hide my gender identity from my family, i don't know how to act any more. I have not come out completely, only my mom and my 2 sisters know. MY 2 sis support me and they are totally with me on this but not my mother :(.. Every time i go out with my cousins(girls) and we pass by a girl/s all i want to do is stare and it kills me cause i don't want for them to find out but in a way i do to get it all out and they would quit asking me about my Damn (imaginary) b/f that i dont have! and had to make up so they wouldn't suspect that i'm not attracted to guys at all ewww! and that i'm all into girsl :). Does any 1 have any words of wisdon or some suggestions on how i can come out to my family? i know its not an easy thing but any ideas or suggestions would help. Well i guess that's all for now