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[carloscadaver]

so. i've been keeping myself extremely busy lately. music has taken a turn for the better. i think i'm losing the writer's block finally.

i've been sinking in , nick cave dvds, new cds from, bjork, the faint, and cradle of filth.

i think i'm finally losing my mind. yes really.

i can't stand it here really. but i enjoy my company. i want to go back to a major city, but at the same time, i'm fed up with urban life.

i had my haircut. and she went too short. i hate that.

so now i'm dealing with it.

fuck it hurts
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