too tired to sleep.
there so much on my mind, i cant rest.
the last week or so i have seen my self change so much.
i learned the value of life.
i learned to be thankful for every breath and every step i take.
i learned that no matter how much u have bringing you down there is always something to smile about.
i learned that i want to be a better person,
i know now how special i am and that myself and myself only
is the only person that will make me or break me.
i no longer want to be reckless with peoples emotions.
i know what it is i want and if i cant have it due to finicial or other reasons, i will do with out. i wont settle for less.
i wont make people be something there not, i dont want people to feel
something for me that isnt 100 % genuine.
i want to be a genuine person.
i want to leave a mark on atleast one person in my life that is good,
i want to know that when i die someone is a better, more well rounded content person because i cared for them. i want to have a family and show them all the things i know, let them live all the things i didnt, i want a happy family, free from worry free from my anxieties. i want to wake up one day and know that i am appreciated for the person i am.
the last week or so i have seen my self change so much.
i learned the value of life.
i learned to be thankful for every breath and every step i take.
i learned that no matter how much u have bringing you down there is always something to smile about.
i learned that i want to be a better person,
i know now how special i am and that myself and myself only
is the only person that will make me or break me.
i no longer want to be reckless with peoples emotions.
i know what it is i want and if i cant have it due to finicial or other reasons, i will do with out. i wont settle for less.
i wont make people be something there not, i dont want people to feel
something for me that isnt 100 % genuine.
i want to be a genuine person.
i want to leave a mark on atleast one person in my life that is good,
i want to know that when i die someone is a better, more well rounded content person because i cared for them. i want to have a family and show them all the things i know, let them live all the things i didnt, i want a happy family, free from worry free from my anxieties. i want to wake up one day and know that i am appreciated for the person i am.