Aug 08, 2007 00:32
I don't think that I've been home for more than 6 hours at a time at all in the last three days. I went to Kennywood for a while today, showered, went out shopping for the rest of my business lady clothes and just drove around. I like to think of my mini road trips as practice for the big drive on monday, but I also need to practice driving the speed limit. No more pushing 80 and texting while I jam to Streetlight Manifesto.
I put all of my new clothes on today and worked all of the outfits. I must say, all modesty aside, I'm going to be one fly ass business woman. I was looking sleek in my white pants and heels with those Gap tops. I'm less upset about the whole dress code thing now.
I am however a nervous/anxious wreck today and everything is making me jumpy. I'm just on my toes, ready to react to the smallest stimulant. It has so much to do with the people in my life, the people not in my life, and whether or not all of these people will stay, come back, leave, I'm not sure and its starting to plague me. Florida is helping me burn a lot of bridges and I'm slowly starting to realize and react to how my relationships work. I'm seeing the way that I interact with those around me and the strong effect that these people have on me that I never realized until I decided to peace out of Pittsburgh. Its not all aquaintances like I thought, there is a lot of friendship going on behind the scenes.