school? pshshhh
today i overheard a variety of silly conversations in the cafe at carlow, franny's. the two men behind me were discussing gods will and his role in todays society over lunch while the woman next to me, sitting alone, seemed to greet an invisible person. she shouted, "hiii, how are you?" to the sadly vacant lunch partner. she was not on the phone, there was no one across the room. i ate chicken fingers and made up fake scenarios about the people around me, which i like to do when i'm alone and bored. i imagined that the young, slightly nerdy blonde and the older man sitting next to her were a student and professor having lunch, secretly dating. this makes school slightly more exciting. i was really anxious that one of the IT guys who were supposed to be helping us set up the carlow lap tops in my lit class would be the attractive one that i had a slight crush on last semester. i would see him multiple times a day, everywhere on campus during the fall but have yet to see him this semester.
i lost my mittens on campus today. they were my cute discount mittens from burlington and i miss them terribly, they just fell out of my pocket when i wasn't paying attention. if i see a girl wearing them, i'll probably beat her up with no further explination. i broke my computer in lit and ended up being late for anatomy, the class that i'm repeating. not so great for my reputation with dr.borecky. but i felt like i understood what he was talking about, which is great becuase last semester i was just kind of staring at him with a blank expression during lectures.
this past weekend jess and i played bingo and have decided to play again on friday and i think that is all i'm looking forward to. maybe not so much the shady underage club action like we did after bingo last week, or the pregaming. i've been making shitty decisions with drinking and such, but now that school is back in session i need to put my game face on and get serious about my classes. even if that means not going out at all and just working. i am going to be reading for the rest of my life if these two days are any indication of the next 4 months. i haven't done anything in two days except go out to dinner with jess and erin. other than that i've been reading for lifespan development psychology, intro to literature, intro to professional nursing, and quantitative reasoning. we are required to keep detailed journals of everything that we read, shitty. not into it. i keep taking bubble baths and going to sleep at ten oclock.
i lost my mittens on campus today. they were my cute discount mittens from burlington and i miss them terribly, they just fell out of my pocket when i wasn't paying attention. if i see a girl wearing them, i'll probably beat her up with no further explination. i broke my computer in lit and ended up being late for anatomy, the class that i'm repeating. not so great for my reputation with dr.borecky. but i felt like i understood what he was talking about, which is great becuase last semester i was just kind of staring at him with a blank expression during lectures.
this past weekend jess and i played bingo and have decided to play again on friday and i think that is all i'm looking forward to. maybe not so much the shady underage club action like we did after bingo last week, or the pregaming. i've been making shitty decisions with drinking and such, but now that school is back in session i need to put my game face on and get serious about my classes. even if that means not going out at all and just working. i am going to be reading for the rest of my life if these two days are any indication of the next 4 months. i haven't done anything in two days except go out to dinner with jess and erin. other than that i've been reading for lifespan development psychology, intro to literature, intro to professional nursing, and quantitative reasoning. we are required to keep detailed journals of everything that we read, shitty. not into it. i keep taking bubble baths and going to sleep at ten oclock.