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ok well im stuck at home because i have Tonsilitus....which is fucked because i cant talk and it hurts like hell. im pist because i had to call into work because the pain is unbearable, because i need the money like no other... i didnt want to share this with ppl as to the REASON WHY I NEED MONEY but being that no one takes into consideration anything but themselves, i think that i should share. as u kno i myself have a small income, but my mom who is trying to get her second job, as well doesnt have that much money. yet the bill continue to pile in. i am currantly giving my mom my paychecks and n e money i get to help her pay the bills so we can continue to live in our house and continue to live in saginaw, atleast until i graduate. i dont want to move truth be told all my memories of my dad are here, my life is here, so n e thing i can do to help her i try. but some ppl dont care about that...
next topic on my agenda...FRIENDS. they are few are far btwn to find, i currantly have4 true friends but a lot of friends that i also care about. but seriously i have to ask the question, how can u call them a friend if they dont talk to u?, not because they cant, but simply becasue they choose not to. since we are on the topic of friends i really need to give carlynn a call and hang out with her becasue i have not seen her for so long, and i miss her. one more topic...
the unavoidable GUYS yea same as usual and everyone knows it, they fucking suck.but i came to the realization that they are hardly worth my time and effort to try to merelyunderstand the simplistic mind of a male.... wow ok now im done
c ya
love
Carri