*I hope that your so fuckin happy now*
*~!Yea..well i just found out something that i REALLY DIDNT want to hear at all!I have NEVER been so pissed off!!!So i know the truth now about how you really feel.YOu say you "love me", "you miss me," "and im the only girl you want to be with!" Ya fuckin right?? Obviously if you cared SO MUCH about me then you would call or something?? But you NEVER do that!Obviously partying with your friends is SO MUCH more important then your "girlfriend" or whatever the fuck i am to you now a days?? That i really dont know either anymore! So if this is how its going to be..Your going to sit there and tell someone when they ask you when was the last time you talked to me, "oh its been awhile!" Then get piss ass drunk after!Its like okay i wonder have i ever crossed your mind atleast once these past 5 fuckin months??OR did I just cross your mind when i was home for Christmas?? I seriously dont even believe that i ever crossed your mind even once then either!!hmm...Well..you know something i let the first time go,and i tried my damndest to make this "relationship" work, but you know something, im fuckin DONE!!You dont seem to care like you say you do..so really why should i anymore???YOu know,i will admit this i deep down in my heart love you..But I am SO FUCKIN SICK OF TRYING BY MYSELF!!So...whatever!!!So i guess partying is SO important to you, then i am..then fine that is how its going to be!!!So..i have other things i want to say but im done waisting my time telling you how i feel,when you probably really dont care!*~!
carla
carla