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Darn. I promised to get Internet out of my system. Hehe, hindi kaya ng EQ ko. :)
3rd year seems really like a rollercoaster.
1. Classmates: I got Jolly (who helped me enjoy 2nd year, kept me sane during pressure days, never ever fails to make me laugh, feel loved, supported, someone I emulate) is my classmate and even my seatmate! :) Swerte! I almost cried when I saw her name on the list! Osan, MC, Sharm (grade 6 kabarkada), Denise, Dea, Missy, etc are my classmates :) I have very simple classmates who are responsible, down-to-earth :) Block class until 4th year pa! :)
2. I have things to look forward to every weekend. In second year, it was TAC meetings (which were rare) and debate trainings. Now, I still do. Example: Football yesterday with Pia, Maita, Edmund and Joey. :)
3. Respect. After 2 years in the high school, people respect everyone already. They know your strengths and somehow start to forgive your weaknesses. Everyone in our batch is starting to accept each other and is patching up traces of animosity. :) It's nice to see that everyone has a secure group, is supported and there are no "batch-wide" conflicts between sections and barkadas. :)
4. Facade. It's just weird that once you hold a position in school, everyone suddenly becomes nice to you. 1st grade classmates you never encountered again, acquaintances you just pass by, classmates who are scared to tease you or make a joke out of you, unlimited flattery... It just makes me wonder if it were all true. Do they really like me for ME- as in the sometimes messy, irresponsible, forgetful, sensitive girl? or do they like me because they know they can use me to move their weight around?