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Jul 14, 2002 23:49

I woke this morning to new light, fresh air and a clear mind. I'm through wearing myself out emotionally and mentally over you. You're just a boy who doesn't know what he wants. That's where the huge difference is. I'm a woman, I know exactly what I want. And I'm going to get it. A man, not a boy. A man.

"Her wrist showed, horribly scarred. There were welts all across the inner side, some old and white, others fresh and raw. She gazed at it with mixed awe and loathing. She was artistic and creative as well as smart, but this was none of these things. This was closer to her real nature, ugly and dull and tragic, that had to be hidden from others."
-Virtual Mode, by Piers Anthony

I put myself through a lot trying to figure things out. All the while I've known who I am. It's you that has the problem. It was silly of me to even think I couldn't do better then you. We had a few lousy months and you can't compare that years of a friendship. John's always been there for me, before and after you. And I have a feeling he will be for long into the future. No more tears, no more sorrow from you. I'm moving on with my life. Cheers to the bigger and better.
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