my WRONG to the RIGHT heart
8am: I was just getting all psyched up about sleep. there goes my job again using me till the wee hours of the morning! I read some of my devotionals and prayed (before sleeping) while I turned the aircon on and off. (At 8am, when you have not had sleep for the night, being single-minded about airconditioning in your room can be a problem.) I just couldnt decide whether I was cold, or I was hot.
230-415pm: I make latte for myself, while I read the Word. After praying, I got ready for church and was so excited to be in my colors for the day...Off-white and Pink. I was so excited I could not see anything else about my day but 2nd row in the Assembly Hall, worshiping with the church and receiving God's Word. I think that was why I got so frustrated upon knowing my mom released the driver to go somewhere else when I was about to leave the house.
415-515pm: And so, the plot thickens. I lose it, and I am so ashamed. I know I should have kept my mouth shut and should have just waited patiently, but like a kid who couldnt have her ice cream for the moment, I was ranting my way to getting a cab instead. And I took a cab. And in the cab i realized: I started my day with a wrong heart.
515-7pm: God spoke. He was merciful and understanding, comforting, teaching and all the other things. I loved it that I knew nothing more than this. It arrests me, and am so thankful for this! I also love that His people like Tita Coney, are so strong in Him they could easily discern and dispense wisdom in 30mins. Galeng! Thanks Tita Coney!
7-a little past 9pm: Good dinner. Better coffee. Best talk. Moving in the Spirit. Doing what's right. To come to this? It wasnt me at all, thanks be to God!
past 9pm-almost 12am: Anna and Ja are so nice to welcome my stories into their home. They were fine ears for the night and such strong and happy Spirit came with us! Am so blessed by this couple and their home who loves me! Thank you lovely couple...please be a movie for me all the time, and our frat will always depend on Ja's discerning initiation!
past-12am in the car till now...: Am amazed by what I feel. Remember times when you have to give up something because your mom does not approve of it and you know deep down inside of you that your mom is right? It takes you a while before you get her point, but when you finally do, you figure out that it is the best and that youre just glad to be finally doing what's right. Its short of saying: you have to just do it until it becomes a desire that you do it eventually without any effort at all.
Well...that's me right now-bursting with joy and happiness...So excited upon going home to present before Him, the right heart!
I know am far from perfect. I know I still have a lot to change about me and my heart. I know I dont know everything. BUT, I do know this: That I am not to settle for a mediocre kind of life when I know very well that God only has the best for me! I will not stop till I please Him with my life, cause only then will He bless me with peace and righteousness that no money can buy! And I love it, that in His kingdom, you never arrive! So that only means, I will be busy seeking His best only for the rest of my life! What a lovely job, thank you God!
230-415pm: I make latte for myself, while I read the Word. After praying, I got ready for church and was so excited to be in my colors for the day...Off-white and Pink. I was so excited I could not see anything else about my day but 2nd row in the Assembly Hall, worshiping with the church and receiving God's Word. I think that was why I got so frustrated upon knowing my mom released the driver to go somewhere else when I was about to leave the house.
415-515pm: And so, the plot thickens. I lose it, and I am so ashamed. I know I should have kept my mouth shut and should have just waited patiently, but like a kid who couldnt have her ice cream for the moment, I was ranting my way to getting a cab instead. And I took a cab. And in the cab i realized: I started my day with a wrong heart.
515-7pm: God spoke. He was merciful and understanding, comforting, teaching and all the other things. I loved it that I knew nothing more than this. It arrests me, and am so thankful for this! I also love that His people like Tita Coney, are so strong in Him they could easily discern and dispense wisdom in 30mins. Galeng! Thanks Tita Coney!
7-a little past 9pm: Good dinner. Better coffee. Best talk. Moving in the Spirit. Doing what's right. To come to this? It wasnt me at all, thanks be to God!
past 9pm-almost 12am: Anna and Ja are so nice to welcome my stories into their home. They were fine ears for the night and such strong and happy Spirit came with us! Am so blessed by this couple and their home who loves me! Thank you lovely couple...please be a movie for me all the time, and our frat will always depend on Ja's discerning initiation!
past-12am in the car till now...: Am amazed by what I feel. Remember times when you have to give up something because your mom does not approve of it and you know deep down inside of you that your mom is right? It takes you a while before you get her point, but when you finally do, you figure out that it is the best and that youre just glad to be finally doing what's right. Its short of saying: you have to just do it until it becomes a desire that you do it eventually without any effort at all.
Well...that's me right now-bursting with joy and happiness...So excited upon going home to present before Him, the right heart!
I know am far from perfect. I know I still have a lot to change about me and my heart. I know I dont know everything. BUT, I do know this: That I am not to settle for a mediocre kind of life when I know very well that God only has the best for me! I will not stop till I please Him with my life, cause only then will He bless me with peace and righteousness that no money can buy! And I love it, that in His kingdom, you never arrive! So that only means, I will be busy seeking His best only for the rest of my life! What a lovely job, thank you God!