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I have only slept for two hours today. And honestly, the coffee I just drank, didnt even do anything to sustain me any further. It is only my delight in the Lord that keeps me awake at this very moment. I just cant stop thinking about Him and dont wanna let go of this moment just about yet, until I feel that He is already pushing me to bed. I just find it amazing that what happened V-day was something I'd usually have the words for; To tell the story and to describe my inmost being at that time. Surprisingly, nothing came. Its not as if I wasnt inspired...I was just...dumb-struck-in-a-jaw-dropping-kind-of-a-moment that time, it took me days to process all the thoughts in my head. My Lord, is indeed, fast. No pen and paper can catch up to that. Truly, He is first. And comes in a moment, so I better be quick to grasp. With the help of the service today, I am able to write this now; Something that resembles what He has done for me on Valentine's Day, but still, not quite. For it was too great...to great to even write.
* My God, is not a KILLJOY God. He revealed to me today that He desires my happiness. And if that is aligned with His Word, and His good, pleasing and perfect Will, It shall be done! So if you want something so delicious in life, do not be afraid to ask, or even be guilty about wanting something so big or almost close to impossible,cause as long as youve got the right heart, He will honor you!
* Pastor Carlos gave out Word today that explained the indescribable. I described the Lord in my previous post as: God and Sweet God. Now, let's check this out from Psalm 62:11-12: “One thing God has spoken (He said, "Persevere, Carla, and you will be rewarded.) Two things I have heard (God and Sweet God): That you, O God, are strong, (while I was being me, God was being God) and that you, O Lord, are loving, (to even let me know on the dot, Feb14, Valentine’s Day, was He not only being a God but also a sweet God!) Surely you will reward each person according to what he has done. (I passed it, because I believed in preparing for how God wants to bless you!)” amazingly, the Bible already has an account of what just happened to me recently…wow. That’s what you call a LIVING GOD!
* What was it I believed about Him? Inspired by the series of our Sunday services, The Creed, (breaking down the Apostle’s Creed), I can finally put words to the answer I have to that question. I believed in God, the Father ALMIGHTY. Not Father the meek, not Father the gentle, but Father so mighty I knew that through all circumstances and situations, He will come to pass for me! Quoting Pastor Joey B. on this, he said, “ a person changes the way he handles himself when he knows the Father is Almighty.” And I testify to have lost all fears-of failure and of defeat- when I let go and let God work on my life.
Am still in wonderland, and I feel wonderful. Today was just a lot of explanations at hand. I even found out why my life is sooo fixed right now, when I always thought it was way beyond repair already. Its simply because I handed it back to the maker and the maker just knows how He specifically made me, that's why He was able to fix all the broken parts and even the irreparable, in no time!
Right now, Im gonna get ready for bed. Im done sharing my story. And its time that I get some rest for another week of crazy work and unrest!
God bless you all...
Goodnight...
* My God, is not a KILLJOY God. He revealed to me today that He desires my happiness. And if that is aligned with His Word, and His good, pleasing and perfect Will, It shall be done! So if you want something so delicious in life, do not be afraid to ask, or even be guilty about wanting something so big or almost close to impossible,cause as long as youve got the right heart, He will honor you!
* Pastor Carlos gave out Word today that explained the indescribable. I described the Lord in my previous post as: God and Sweet God. Now, let's check this out from Psalm 62:11-12: “One thing God has spoken (He said, "Persevere, Carla, and you will be rewarded.) Two things I have heard (God and Sweet God): That you, O God, are strong, (while I was being me, God was being God) and that you, O Lord, are loving, (to even let me know on the dot, Feb14, Valentine’s Day, was He not only being a God but also a sweet God!) Surely you will reward each person according to what he has done. (I passed it, because I believed in preparing for how God wants to bless you!)” amazingly, the Bible already has an account of what just happened to me recently…wow. That’s what you call a LIVING GOD!
* What was it I believed about Him? Inspired by the series of our Sunday services, The Creed, (breaking down the Apostle’s Creed), I can finally put words to the answer I have to that question. I believed in God, the Father ALMIGHTY. Not Father the meek, not Father the gentle, but Father so mighty I knew that through all circumstances and situations, He will come to pass for me! Quoting Pastor Joey B. on this, he said, “ a person changes the way he handles himself when he knows the Father is Almighty.” And I testify to have lost all fears-of failure and of defeat- when I let go and let God work on my life.
Am still in wonderland, and I feel wonderful. Today was just a lot of explanations at hand. I even found out why my life is sooo fixed right now, when I always thought it was way beyond repair already. Its simply because I handed it back to the maker and the maker just knows how He specifically made me, that's why He was able to fix all the broken parts and even the irreparable, in no time!
Right now, Im gonna get ready for bed. Im done sharing my story. And its time that I get some rest for another week of crazy work and unrest!
God bless you all...
Goodnight...