The dreams in which I'm dieing....
Yea, I had a pretty fucked up dream last night. I woke up from it panting and breathing heavily some time last night. it sucked.
An endless field, filled with flowers and grass. Springtime and warm. The sun was shining bright on the endless field as I closed in on a small object in the distance. I got closer or my vision did, more like a camera in a movie or something) and the dot became four figures.
There was a Boy, me actually, sitting in front of three graves with my knees at my chest, I was sobbing madly. To my right was a large tombstone. It had a large angel, St. Gabriel atop of it. Gabriel had his wings and arms stretched wide as he thrust his chest out and his head back. Engraved on the stone was but one name, one word.
Andrea
The stone to my left had yet another angel, St. Michael in full armor standing atop it. His wings were spred behind him but he was leaning forward, reaching down to the ground to pick up his sword that lay against the stone tablet he stood on. this stone too had a single name on it
Missy
And then the center. The stone I was sitting against. The was a large stone slate stood on its end with a woman sitting atop it. Her long hair hanging in front of her face, tears dripping from the statue and landing on my head. The girl wore a dress with two angel wings on the back of it... it was rinoah, crying. and on this stone was carved the word.
Tirza
Yea, that was my dream. When I woke up I lunged for my knife that is normally beside my head as I sleep... but I'd left it downstairs last night so it wasn't there. I was amazed that I wasn't crying but in real life. And just as I awoke, I had three thoughts run simultaneously through my head.
Are they Dead?
Who killed them
My knife!?
and
Revenge....
I hate dreams
An endless field, filled with flowers and grass. Springtime and warm. The sun was shining bright on the endless field as I closed in on a small object in the distance. I got closer or my vision did, more like a camera in a movie or something) and the dot became four figures.
There was a Boy, me actually, sitting in front of three graves with my knees at my chest, I was sobbing madly. To my right was a large tombstone. It had a large angel, St. Gabriel atop of it. Gabriel had his wings and arms stretched wide as he thrust his chest out and his head back. Engraved on the stone was but one name, one word.
Andrea
The stone to my left had yet another angel, St. Michael in full armor standing atop it. His wings were spred behind him but he was leaning forward, reaching down to the ground to pick up his sword that lay against the stone tablet he stood on. this stone too had a single name on it
Missy
And then the center. The stone I was sitting against. The was a large stone slate stood on its end with a woman sitting atop it. Her long hair hanging in front of her face, tears dripping from the statue and landing on my head. The girl wore a dress with two angel wings on the back of it... it was rinoah, crying. and on this stone was carved the word.
Tirza
Yea, that was my dream. When I woke up I lunged for my knife that is normally beside my head as I sleep... but I'd left it downstairs last night so it wasn't there. I was amazed that I wasn't crying but in real life. And just as I awoke, I had three thoughts run simultaneously through my head.
Are they Dead?
Who killed them
My knife!?
and
Revenge....
I hate dreams