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[carito_cuore]

you were right. all along.
you loved me.
i love you.
you were always worried about me.
which showed you cared a lot about me.
you were right in so many things.
you were my guardian angel.
you were my protection.
you were perfect.
and im sorry.
im sorry i gave up on us.
simply because i was feeling lonely.
i felt that it was done.
and im sorry for ending it.
it wasnt done.
i screwed up big time.
and this time there is no turning back.
im sorry for hurting both of us.
and i guess this is the only way i could say bye to you.
good luck in life. you are the best person ive ever met.
and hopefully one day i could say it in person.
you will always be in my heart. you will always be my handsome.
you are the best thing that happened to me.
and i lost you because im the biggest idiot of life.
it was real. it was always real.