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Hey everybody...
I just realized that I have 2 weeks and 2 days till my EXAMS start! craziness
..........................................i HATE.....whenever i kinda seem a lil bit interested in ONE guy, and it's not everyday that i'm even interested in one....that it turns out that it would never EVER happen... EVER
cuz... guys just dont like me like that... i'm a friend.. and i can be a great friend...but, that's it.. i guess i'm just not g/f material. no one seems to think so. i would love to be an awesome g/f.. but, oh well.
I'll just have to put total trust in God and wait for His timing...not my own... i just let my flesh take over and i get myself in these stupid situations where Satan likes to attack the most... my insecurities... and when crap like this happens, it gets me so down and i dont know why cuz I KNOW that's not what God wants for me and He's gonna have me an AWESOME person someday... it's just alot easier to say that than actually apply.. but... i've waited 19yrs..(almost 20) i can wait so more.. and I know God has someone out there for me... i tell it to other girls, i need to keep tellin it to myself and i need to quit being stupid and letting myself get down for no good reason.... i dont know why i just typed all that out but i feel better now...
anyways, a few weeks ago i went to a black and white birthday party for my friend Lyndee. it was fun . we had to dress up... here's so pics...
here's my..checkin out some music
girls just wanna have fun!.....and i guess Teddy too?
me and one of my bestest buds.. Nikki
I just realized that I have 2 weeks and 2 days till my EXAMS start! craziness
..........................................i HATE.....whenever i kinda seem a lil bit interested in ONE guy, and it's not everyday that i'm even interested in one....that it turns out that it would never EVER happen... EVER
cuz... guys just dont like me like that... i'm a friend.. and i can be a great friend...but, that's it.. i guess i'm just not g/f material. no one seems to think so. i would love to be an awesome g/f.. but, oh well.
I'll just have to put total trust in God and wait for His timing...not my own... i just let my flesh take over and i get myself in these stupid situations where Satan likes to attack the most... my insecurities... and when crap like this happens, it gets me so down and i dont know why cuz I KNOW that's not what God wants for me and He's gonna have me an AWESOME person someday... it's just alot easier to say that than actually apply.. but... i've waited 19yrs..(almost 20) i can wait so more.. and I know God has someone out there for me... i tell it to other girls, i need to keep tellin it to myself and i need to quit being stupid and letting myself get down for no good reason.... i dont know why i just typed all that out but i feel better now...
anyways, a few weeks ago i went to a black and white birthday party for my friend Lyndee. it was fun . we had to dress up... here's so pics...
here's my..checkin out some music
girls just wanna have fun!.....and i guess Teddy too?
me and one of my bestest buds.. Nikki